https://youtu.be/dW2MmuA1nI4 4:15 am didn't want to get on that equipment which i need desperately. not with the soft new "woody and the blowfish" nonsense that was playing. with the wrong music exercise is WORK. so i got a massage and think i fell asleep in the chair. got up went to locker room this started ... https://youtu.be/dW2MmuA1nI4 so i walk across the floor as fast as always (even when i feel bad knowing that so many people are expecting me to be light and cheerful i need be open, smiling looking healthy -- it helps me to try to keep up. in the early 2000s i was thinking in my next job, i want to walk like normal people. i tried for a second but cannot pass by someone acting like they don't exist, they don't matter BUT I HAVE TO TRY AND SMILE, "WOW, AMAZING YOU'RE ALIVE... I SEE YOU, YOU'RE ALIVE YOU MATTER YOU'RE ALIVE i am ALIVE" i need to beat that weight. i sit at desk almost 20 hours a...